Well. My brain is filled with neurons firing at synapses. (or is it the other way around?) Every thought I have seems to form into an idea, but just before it does, it vanishes and is replaced by another not-yet-fully conceived-idea.
When I was a child, I was diagnosed with Attention Deficit Disorder or ADD. In sixth, and half of seventh grade, I was failing my classes. Math especially. I had (and still have) a very hard time focusing on anything.

Sometimes I look at people who are very smart, have good philosophical knowledge, have huge vocabularies, nice degrees, good social skills and otherwise a good way about them and I become jealous. I compare myself to them and it really hurts my feelings. (I wish I could have been there to hear your -whole- sermon, Rob. I'll listen to it in full on the podcast.) I know I have some good qualities about myself but when compared to other people (the kind of people i would like to be) i seem to fall short. I want to have deep conversations with people. I want to be able to quote great philosophers while using big fancy words, or small difficult words. I know what you are thinking... your asking, "Then why Will? Why did you ever drop out of college?" I hate that question.

A few years ago, I told a doctor about my shyness, and my anxiety in social situations. I told him about how nervous I get when I am around people. (yes, I am always nervous when I am around you.) His response was, "Perhaps you were misdiagnosed as a child. Perhaps you do not have ADD, but in fact have General or Social Anxiety. It could reflect in your studies as well." Well, he said it in a more professional, doctorly way, but you get the idea.

Well anyway. What was I talking about?

Sorry this post is long and doesn't make much sense. I have ADD remember? ...or was it that other thing...

p.s.
Sometimes i think i am just incredibly lazy. (duh.) And sometimes I think that I am two people. One of me is bad and the other is good, but the good one is lazy and the bad one isn't. I wish the bad one was lazy so he would be to sleepy to rear his ugly head.

well, I'm filming my first wedding today. Wish me luck. And Yay Jenny! (it is her wedding). and thank you Aron and Dad for helping me.

I am feeling lonley, bored and am in a downright sour mood for no reasonat all. So I do what every one does. I turn to the internet. YouTube! Google! Blogger! Oh MY!

Whilst "surfing" the web, I came across this funny site. http://www.andrewdavidson.com/gibberish/ (i can't make it link for some reason, just copy and paste.) It is fun! just type in the name of a made up company and the site randomly generates some gibbrish that looks profesional.
I think it is fun.

Anyway... I don't know what else to say.

wait....


on a diffrent subject... today is my day off and i actually woke up early. I woke up at 7:30! (that is an accomplishment for me)
the reason is cable. and the arrival of the cable guy to fix my cable.

that is all.

Hello everyone. I have a project for the few of you who read my blog and it will be no small task. Just kidding.

I need help! I am working on a Album/EP/Demo of songs I have recorded. I have not yet completely decided which songs to put on it, but I'll figure it out. BUT, I need your help in coming up with a name for the Album/EP/Demo. So... please comment if you have any ideas.


What would be a cool album name? It can be anything.

just watch, i love it.

Hey guys. I hope everyone is well. I hope works wasn't to stressful and schoolwork was easy.

Here is another picture of mine. And also, I put up three new songs on my myspace. Don't laugh at me.

hey look! I'm like Laura!


... it looks like I'm punching myself in the head.