hmm. this might be a bit premature but, here is a website i created. it will eventually replace this here blog but, not yet. don't be scared... go ahead, click.

(don't make fun of the first post)

I think it is one of my pet peeves to be labeled as "emo". Perhaps it is because when I think of emo kids, I think of those annoying high school and middle schoolers at the mall who think they are so cool. And most emo music sucks.

So to the person who called me emo... Phshbshbsshhshbsh. (that is supposed to be the noise of me sticking out my tongue and making that farting sound... you know.)

but really.

I'm just kidding.

I'm not mad.

or angry.

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Roger Keith "Syd" Barrett is most remembered as a founding member of Pink Floyd, providing major musical and stylistic direction in their early work. He left the group in 1968 amidst speculations of mental illness exacerbated by heavy drug use.

He was active as a rock musician for about seven years, recording two albums with Pink Floyd and two solo albums before going into self-imposed seclusion lasting more than thirty years. His post-rock band life was as an artist and gardener, ending with his death in 2006.

Here are the (amazing, in my opinion) lyrics to the song Shine On You Crazy Diamond, a Pink Floyd song written about Syd on the album Wish You Were Here.

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom,
blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision,
rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

Hello. I would just like to type, "Thanks guys for the good comments on my last post."

there.

I usually don't vent like that in this blog. I don't like being "real", you know?

I've just been having many internal struggles about my life, where I am going and what my future will look like.

so,

thank you, guys.

p.s.

who left that anonymous comment???? i really need to know.